November 12, 2011 at 6:57am
wake up
says the beautiful orange blue & pink clouds
barely covering the blinding light of another day
burning my eyes
from a sleepless night
fighting with
myself
letting a prolonged sigh out
I take in the beauty of a sunrise through a different window
...
whats today going to bring
I don't know
my whole body tenses up
so easy to love the mystery of something you cant solve or help
but so much harder
not to hate something that's in your hands
not knowing what it is or what I'm suppose to do
getting hurt
I'm not a feared of it
but I'm terrified of
becoming the people i cant stand
terrified
that i might have
November 17, 2013 at 1:08am
Mistakes come in many forms
there are the ones your greatful you didn't make
past ones you are happy to have learned from
and ones you can't stop thinking about
I can see clearly
my choices
and that's all mistakes are
choices
we are all lost in our own way
even if its only for a second
we all are the same
I don't lie to myself
but wouldn't life be sweeter if i did?
I've always been told
ignorance is bless
but I don't want to be afraid of my mistakes
because if I didn't drink this sweet dark nectar
I couldn't have the sunrise
if I didn't realize what consequences my actions could cause me
I couldn't see my loved o